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coming soon !! MY SELF !!
I WILL CHANGE MY MIND, WORLD AND OTHER OF COURSE -STEP BY STEP-

tolong disupport yah, aku sekarang sadar. ngapain coba kaya begini terus? hah? ngabisin waktu!!
toh  ga ada yang tau akhir dari skenario yang allah bikin buat aku. ya ga? ya ya?
biarin aja semua berjalan. ga usah ada paksaan. walau butuh usaha juga. inget itu kar!!
MOVE ON!!
ngapain mikirin yang ga pantes dipikirin? CLOSE BOOK AND OPEN SOMETHING NEW!! tau ah emosi emosi nih -.-

I want to tell you, even though the sad times have already past
Close your eyes and feel, how you affect my mind, how you attract my gaze.

Don’t wait for a miracle, there’s a rough road in front of us
with obstacles and future that can’t be known, yet I won’t change, I can’t give up.

Keep your love unchanging for my wounded heart
Looking in your eyes, no words are needed, time has stopped.

I love you, just like this. The longed end of wandering.
I leave behind this world’s unending sadness.
Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light.
It’s something we’ll do together to the end, into the new world.

Don’t wait for a miracle, there’s a rough road in front of us
with obstacles and future that can’t be known, yet I won’t change, I can’t give up.

Keep your love unchanging for my wounded heart
Looking in your eyes, no words are needed, time has stopped.

I love you, just like this. The longed end of wandering.
I leave behind this world’s unending sadness.
Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light.
It’s something we’ll do together to the end, into our new world.

Feeling alone in this dark dark night
Your soft breath,
This moment, warmly entwines me in your presence.
I want you to know all my tremors

I love you, just like this. The longed end of wandering.
I leave behind this world’s unending sadness.
Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light.
It’s something we’ll do together to the end, into our new world

ehem

kenapa jadi begini? huft
harusnya aku bersyukur semuanya itu pernah terjadi. tapi, ...
ga rela aja gitu. ngerti ga? rasanya itu kaya.. hem apa yah? pokoknya rasanya tuh kayak pas kamu ga rela karena sesuatu. ngak ngerti? yaudalah..
sebenernya sih rela rela aja.. tapi ituloh.. ada perasaan ga relanya..
what? aku ANTI GALAU yah :p
aku kan dipihak yang baik baik aja.. walau aku ada salahnya juga sih, tapi mau gimana lagi kalau ga begini? hah? jawab!! #eeaaa..

giniloh reader yang baik :)
aku tuh **** (mungkin) sama seseorang.. terus aku kan *** beliau.. terus di********* sama beliau. yaudah dong.. lanjut aja santai.. eh tiba tiba ga ada ujan ga ada angin ga ada tsunami. beliau nge****** aku coba :(. salah aku apa? terus aku harus ngapain? terus kalo beliau begitu terus? yaahh.. emang harus rela. karna "siapa anda kar? ". tapi kembali ke point yang tadi. aku ga rela~

stop!! lupain lupain. syalalala~
oh iya ini ini ada sesuatu :)

I’m still at the same place, weary from wandering by your side
As I wander in circles, days have passed and I find myself at this place

You know, you know that my heart is aching
Watching you smile makes my heart ache more

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more
It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to

How much longer must I cry as I trust in that promise?
You lied to me to wait for you, even my greed for your love has grown weary

You know, you know that my heart is aching
How can you play dumb and smile like that?

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more
It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to

I knew I couldn’t have you but my love for you just kept growing
It’s my mistake for waiting by myself, regretting by myself, loving you by myself

Even though my heart was aching, it’s my mistake for not letting you go (I’m such a fool)
I knew I would get hurt and couldn’t let go (It’s my mistake)
Even though it's all my fault
Even though it's all my fault
That’s ok. As long as you’re there (Always…)

Please forgive me for being like this
(forgive the person) Who loved you 

please forgive me